I have had this girlfriend for three years, since 1998. She left me the day before of ours 3rd year together, a year ago more or less.
She left not for the love ending, but for problems not depending from us (someone remember my "**** this damned city" thread?
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After a year I'm now analyzing the situ, and find something somehow "surprising".
I've found that when I look to my future, i feel really natural and spontaneous in thinking to have no more relationship.
Well, I've already seen this reaction in a few friends of mine, but they where in pain and full of wrath where I feel relaxed and in full control of myself!
This is as natural to me as breathing; as if she was the "perfect one", I find pretty obvious to think myself in a future where I want her or no other one.
I don't doubt that I will have a lot of little relationship, as I already have had during this last year...but this is really a strange feeling, I nearly feel "happy" to have her or no one else
So, this raise the interesting question as the subject:
Has someone already lived this?
Does love really exists?
Crazy question, uh?
She left not for the love ending, but for problems not depending from us (someone remember my "**** this damned city" thread?
)After a year I'm now analyzing the situ, and find something somehow "surprising".
I've found that when I look to my future, i feel really natural and spontaneous in thinking to have no more relationship.
Well, I've already seen this reaction in a few friends of mine, but they where in pain and full of wrath where I feel relaxed and in full control of myself!
This is as natural to me as breathing; as if she was the "perfect one", I find pretty obvious to think myself in a future where I want her or no other one.
I don't doubt that I will have a lot of little relationship, as I already have had during this last year...but this is really a strange feeling, I nearly feel "happy" to have her or no one else
So, this raise the interesting question as the subject:
Has someone already lived this?
Does love really exists?
Crazy question, uh?
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