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  • #1

    am i going mad

    There must be something wrong with me… I keep going into these mood swings… sometime minutes apart….. one minute I am excessively angry and the other minute I am extremely passive …. I also keep slipping in to deeeeeeeep depression and ultra elation….. I have no other explanation other than I am going mad….. I never seem to be satisfied with anything …. I am board 99% of the time… my appetite and enthusiasm for my work are diminished……

    Any head shrinkers in here …..
    "They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"
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    what do you do for a living?
    no matrox, no matroxusers.

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    • #3
      Re: am i going mad

      Originally posted by SpiralDragon
      I am board 99% of the time… Any head shrinkers in here …..
      You must be pretty stiff .... And then you want
      a head shrinker... Hmm.... what would Freud say about your choice of words....
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      • #4
        well i am a filmmaker with a strong bass in AV/Film Editing and sound design.... i started out from a theater background....

        but because we have no cinema industry in lebanon and because of a failing econonomy i have not been able to find a job in my fild... istead i work at the university as an assistant to the choir director... (my extensive knowlage of music and computers has earned me great respect but thats about it)

        but here is the best part... a post production house calls me to meet with because i was recomended to them by 5 difrent people in the editing industry..... i meet them.. they are impresed... they call me again for some cunsulting on systems to get .. thats a nother 3 meetings and for free.... i impress them even more....then they call me and ask me if i know any editors intrested in working for them....
        "They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"

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        • #5
          Re: am i going mad

          Originally posted by SpiralDragon
          There must be something wrong with me… I keep going into these mood swings… sometime minutes apart….. one minute I am excessively angry and the other minute I am extremely passive …. I also keep slipping in to deeeeeeeep depression and ultra elation….. I have no other explanation other than I am going mad….. I never seem to be satisfied with anything …. I am board 99% of the time… my appetite and enthusiasm for my work are diminished……

          Any head shrinkers in here …..
          Maybe it's the crap that going on at your university, when things got rough for me when I was in college I felt the same way.

          All I can suggest is hang around with people that love you and express it. That way it won't be as bad. loving friends can help a lot!
          Titanium is the new bling!
          (you heard from me first!)

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          • #6
            Group hug, Spiral Dragon....
            RedRed
            Joel - dont lock me
            Dont just swallow the blue pill.

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            • #7
              ZokesPro: ditto.
              Loose bits sink chips.

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              • #8
                lol... thanx redred....

                zokes... yeh i do feel that way
                "They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"

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                • #9
                  'Fraid to say, it sounds like you're on the edge of clinical depression and/or manic depressiveness

                  Your best bet is to go see your doctor, not rely on the opinions of anyone off the internet. Especially not us lot (with the possible exception of Doc Morbid )
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                  • #10
                    cant see a doctor... at least not for a nother moth... ie not untill i get my salary
                    "They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"

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                    • #11
                      Hey Spiral, you are married, aren't you?
                      (uhg...this period sounds ugly...there must be something wrong in it)
                      Sat on a pile of deads, I enjoy my oysters.

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                      • #12
                        yes .. i am maried... and no we dont have problems except for a short argument every once in a while

                        but this feeling i get its like i have no control over my self .. its like i am possesed.... to day i just sudenly felt like punshing my monitor with my fist .. in stead i went to my cabinet and puled out a dager from my anciant and old instruments of war colection and stuck in the door.... whent through the other side....

                        in case you are wondering about the instruments of war colection of mine... i love colecting old weapons... especialy sowrds and knives..... my most prized item is a nubian dager..... its very old....
                        "They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"

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                        • #13
                          well dont use it for stabbing doors...... you might bend it!

                          Take a bit of time out, if you can, and perhaps you should see someone who is a professional.

                          Regards
                          RedRed
                          Dont just swallow the blue pill.

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                          • #14
                            i ve schedualed a meeting with the doc for early next month
                            "They say that dreams are real only as long as they last. Couldn't you say the same thing about life?"

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                            • #15
                              Sounds familar just ignore it and it will go away. If you worry about it it will make it worse. Talk about to someone you trust.
                              Also try and keep yourself busy and set out a routine that you feel comfortable with.
                              Also set out periods too relax yourself like walking or doing a hobby you really enjoy.
                              Get yourself fit as this helps as well.
                              The worst thing you can do is drink since drink is a depresent and although you may feel better at first one day it will follow you.
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