Strange day

[Drizzt]

Hey.

So today I'm saying bye bye to my work.

Today, It's should have been 4 years since me and my other half met.

Yesterday I have said no to a girl who want a "us", but who has too much problem than I can handle at the moment. And so a 10 years friendship with her has come to a pause, maybe a stop.

I'm listening to romantic songs and old ballads.

My mum has said me this morning that probably my room (where I keep my PC) will be transformed in a living room.

I'm leaving work 2 hours before, going to the beach to walk a bit.

This evening my bikers' group will broke as we have a few problems with other groups and a few people inside us.

Today, a girl I like a bit has said me no again, because se doesn't want to be free like I am and she prefer to:
- cry for a guy who have left her after having never loved her
- work 12 hours a day
- serve her family, while father and mother give her nothing at all




And, after all I don't feel blue.
I don't feel bad.
I don't feel sad


I simply feel nothing, I feel empty, as if from now on everything has to be written (damn' english!)
But, I don't feel the need to write anything anymore.

Would you believe? I feel as I have lived a full life, and now the only thing I am dreaming is a long sleep.
Don't think bad, I'm not thinking about suicide...I don't find it a smart action

Maybe life's been a bit too tought with me...maybe.
Now, It's time to go to the beach.

'll see ya later!

[lecter]

Sounds like one of those days when you shouldn't have waken up....Just take it easy man, things have a way of solving themselves....after the beach go get a beer or something, spend the evening with friends, get a good night's sleep and ze blues will go away by next morning...well that's what works for me anyways We all have days like this, chin up!

[lecter]

Oh yeah, and music always has a good effect-Limp Bizkit's "Break Stuff" is perfect for shitty situations....

[ZokesPro]

I get those feelings too. Just don't doing anything stupid!
Take your time and think things through and you'll be fine.

You'll be back on MURC right?

[SpiralDragon]

i agree with zokes... although you have already said it..... dont go doing anything stupid... and i say this out of some experiance too.....

the empty feeling..... god how i hate that feeling

[Dogbert]

Drizzt,

Been there, done that (sadly more than once and the secont/third/... time doesn't hurt less).
On the other hand, see where I am now.

You'll meet a girl, you'll fall inlove with her, you'll get married, she'll turn your life into a living hell and you'll miss today

[Ribbit]

Dogbert, you are one wise Village Idiot

[Drizzt]

I have no need for death, thanks (my motorcyle's name is Morte, however )

Still here, still at the same point. Still in peace.

Zokes, speaking about what you have passed in the last days, I think I can now tell you how I imagine dieieyneing (damn' english) is. The way I have felt yesterday (and I will feel for a lot until the man above decide what we need to do) (hey, Doggy, I'm a strong believer in Him, even if he's a bitch from time to time) is something like:
"Hey, I've lived a lot. I've done everything that should be done, sometimes I've failed and sometimes not. I feel in peace, after all. If this end here, it's not a problem. Maybe I really need a long sleeping. No problems, really.".

And, I'm sure about it, that should be the way an old person should feel in front of the Mother.


Love & Peace!