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hay folks
how are you...
its been a while since i posted here... but i've been going through some hard shit...
here is the update...
divorce compleated
quite my job at uni
indefetly posponed plan to open up production house due to the security problem in lebanon
worked at a freind's production house for two month befor i realised he was taking advantage of me.. making me work for far less than i am intitled two
quite that job
got screwed over by a bitch who handed a 50,000 euro project over to her freinds inspite of my offer and experiance being better (her superiors where pissed off but there was nothing they could do about it... an EU-leb govt related thing so it is as complicated as it sounds)
finaly i decided to just forget every thing and take a few month off to relax...
signed up at a health club where i go write some stuff at their library .. do some excersises for an hour and a half.. then hit the sona, the jacusi and the swiming pool (got a discount becouse my cusin is a manager there)
got reintruduced to a long lost distent cusin... wonderfull girl... maried to the brother of one of my best freinds... i was so surprised with here... the two of us cliked instantly and have a plan to write a book together and to open up an un politicly or religiously affiliated radio sation.... sometimes one finds the strangest things when least expected.... and i am happy i finaly found someone who understands what i am saying without having to wory about them taking it the wrong way.... at leat intelectualy i am free with her...
Choir.... my old boss finaly coxed me into taking on a solo ... well its actualy 1 tiny solo, a duet, and a trio ... conceert began today... and from what i have heard people where impressed (i am not) ... mostly mozart stuff from various operas.. the mariage of figaro.. cosi fan tuti.. the Ave Verum.. and lots more... incidentaly.. the choir has been reduced in numbers and i sudenly found my self to be the ONLY 2nd bass ... that is realy wiered... there are 3 first basses ... most of the songs we sing only one base line... but there are at least three where i am all alone... well ... its a good conetr... tomorow is our last performance....
on the love side.... lots of femal freinds who find me cute, admirable... pleasent to be with... no problem leting get close and hug or kiss them... but unfortunatly non of them seem intrested in going out with me... the general concensous amongst them all is that i "know how to treat a lady" i don't know.. maybe they are more intrested in a bad boy whi mistreets them.... but i am more confident with the ladies these days....
so here i am, curently unemployed by will, enjoying my time, not caring about what goes on in the world.... taking on small freelance jobs when they comeup and if i feel like taking them on for that mater...
not alot of money.. but i dont care... the past 9 years have been bad for me.... i deserve a litle R&R.. even if i cant aford it....
when i decied that i have had enugh relaxation i can probably easly get my self a job with the UN or the EU... since i am highly respected and recomended at both palcess (localy that is)
i am also working with my cusin on seting up that radio sation.. writing the book i mentioned earlier... and also planing an intresting academic institution project that might really make it for me ....l..
i am also considering going on for an MA in Phycology with a minor in philosophy... but not ATM because i cant afford it.. maybe by next year....
in 3 month time (when i get my shit sorted out) i will be reaplying for immigration to canada.. and will probably apply to New Zealand aswell.... its a 4 year wait... but i need that time to tie up all loos ends here in leb and to save enugh money... (i do not plan to live on social wellfare under any circumstances)
the good thing is i have no debt what so ever... and for some starnge reason .. my father ... the one who screwed my sister and i over bigtime... has sudenly had a change of heart and is trying to get closer to us... he has even given us 12 checks each amounting to $350... 12 cheks for 12 month... ... this was the surprise of the century for me.... my no good father has finaly come around...
I am siriously thinking of taking up classical and contemporary balet again... its one of my greatest regrets that i quit 9 years ago...
i also had a satilite dish installed at home and i got my self a very reasonably priced network pakage that suits my needs... spending alot of time on the 3 discovery chanels that i got and the NGC.... several movie chanels and a few series chanels...
am i happy? welll i will just say that i am atlest not depressed any more.. though i do get some nasty fits at night.. and sometimes during the day..... i think i need to make love to someone....and not just any one... there is one girl that i have my on... (well there is more than one actually) but i think this girl (whom i had a previous encounter with several years ago) seems to be intrested in me too... i am not too sure since we have only seen eachotehr 6 times since january... to day being the 6th time...
Schmo asked me to give an update on the situation in lebanon..... i will not post it here... go to the temp and see it if you want...
how are you...
its been a while since i posted here... but i've been going through some hard shit...
here is the update...
divorce compleated
quite my job at uni
indefetly posponed plan to open up production house due to the security problem in lebanon
worked at a freind's production house for two month befor i realised he was taking advantage of me.. making me work for far less than i am intitled two
quite that job
got screwed over by a bitch who handed a 50,000 euro project over to her freinds inspite of my offer and experiance being better (her superiors where pissed off but there was nothing they could do about it... an EU-leb govt related thing so it is as complicated as it sounds)
finaly i decided to just forget every thing and take a few month off to relax...
signed up at a health club where i go write some stuff at their library .. do some excersises for an hour and a half.. then hit the sona, the jacusi and the swiming pool (got a discount becouse my cusin is a manager there)
got reintruduced to a long lost distent cusin... wonderfull girl... maried to the brother of one of my best freinds... i was so surprised with here... the two of us cliked instantly and have a plan to write a book together and to open up an un politicly or religiously affiliated radio sation.... sometimes one finds the strangest things when least expected.... and i am happy i finaly found someone who understands what i am saying without having to wory about them taking it the wrong way.... at leat intelectualy i am free with her...
Choir.... my old boss finaly coxed me into taking on a solo ... well its actualy 1 tiny solo, a duet, and a trio ... conceert began today... and from what i have heard people where impressed (i am not) ... mostly mozart stuff from various operas.. the mariage of figaro.. cosi fan tuti.. the Ave Verum.. and lots more... incidentaly.. the choir has been reduced in numbers and i sudenly found my self to be the ONLY 2nd bass ... that is realy wiered... there are 3 first basses ... most of the songs we sing only one base line... but there are at least three where i am all alone... well ... its a good conetr... tomorow is our last performance....
on the love side.... lots of femal freinds who find me cute, admirable... pleasent to be with... no problem leting get close and hug or kiss them... but unfortunatly non of them seem intrested in going out with me... the general concensous amongst them all is that i "know how to treat a lady" i don't know.. maybe they are more intrested in a bad boy whi mistreets them.... but i am more confident with the ladies these days....
so here i am, curently unemployed by will, enjoying my time, not caring about what goes on in the world.... taking on small freelance jobs when they comeup and if i feel like taking them on for that mater...
not alot of money.. but i dont care... the past 9 years have been bad for me.... i deserve a litle R&R.. even if i cant aford it....
when i decied that i have had enugh relaxation i can probably easly get my self a job with the UN or the EU... since i am highly respected and recomended at both palcess (localy that is)
i am also working with my cusin on seting up that radio sation.. writing the book i mentioned earlier... and also planing an intresting academic institution project that might really make it for me ....l..
i am also considering going on for an MA in Phycology with a minor in philosophy... but not ATM because i cant afford it.. maybe by next year....
in 3 month time (when i get my shit sorted out) i will be reaplying for immigration to canada.. and will probably apply to New Zealand aswell.... its a 4 year wait... but i need that time to tie up all loos ends here in leb and to save enugh money... (i do not plan to live on social wellfare under any circumstances)
the good thing is i have no debt what so ever... and for some starnge reason .. my father ... the one who screwed my sister and i over bigtime... has sudenly had a change of heart and is trying to get closer to us... he has even given us 12 checks each amounting to $350... 12 cheks for 12 month... ... this was the surprise of the century for me.... my no good father has finaly come around...
I am siriously thinking of taking up classical and contemporary balet again... its one of my greatest regrets that i quit 9 years ago...
i also had a satilite dish installed at home and i got my self a very reasonably priced network pakage that suits my needs... spending alot of time on the 3 discovery chanels that i got and the NGC.... several movie chanels and a few series chanels...
am i happy? welll i will just say that i am atlest not depressed any more.. though i do get some nasty fits at night.. and sometimes during the day..... i think i need to make love to someone....and not just any one... there is one girl that i have my on... (well there is more than one actually) but i think this girl (whom i had a previous encounter with several years ago) seems to be intrested in me too... i am not too sure since we have only seen eachotehr 6 times since january... to day being the 6th time...
Schmo asked me to give an update on the situation in lebanon..... i will not post it here... go to the temp and see it if you want...
..... i can build serioulsy stable and enduring workstaions... i know my parts better than the best people here in lebanon who call themselves profetionls... unfortunatly people dont think its relevent to pay for such kind of services here.... 
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